Thursday, February 4, 2016

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     Choices

     I have been in a constant inner battle with myself over the very belief in choices that Dr. Lyengar says Americans have. What I mean is that I have the facts about choice (that have been taught to me) in my head: Make your own choices; More options leads to better choices; and Never say no to choice, but in constantly conflicts how I actually feel about it. The truth is, I hate choice. I absolutely despise going to large stores where you have 50 choices of shampoo, or ice-cream. I felt this way since I was a little girl. For example, I remember getting $1.00 to spend at the corner store and I would stand there, staring at all the choices, starting to sweat, starting to panic, over the fact that I could choose from 100 different types of candy. What if I chose the wrong one? Of course this inevitably ended up being the case since I always regretted my choice as soon as I bought it, because I just knew the other one would have been better, but the thought alone made me feel like I was going to hyperventilate. 

     When I had my first child I was told by my mother to let him do as much for himself as possible, to allow him to choose, because this is what builds his confidence and self-esteem and would allow him to feel empowered.  I do believe there is a certain element of truth to that, but I think this is where subconscious lessons that more options leads to better choices and that you should never say no to choice comes into play. But I do not believe in these assumptions. I do not think that the more choice you have the better off you will be. I do not think that it benefits a child to have more than 2 choices. I think that a lot of times outside factors influence how we choose and then those choices are no longer ours because we were influenced by others. This is especially true with children and even more so as they get older. 

     As an adult, I have grown increasingly more frustrated by having more choices. I spent a great deal of time living overseas on a military base where are choices were severely limited. At the time I thought it was horrible that there were only two types of deodorant to choose from, or that in the grocery store only had one type of apple. However, when we came back to the states I went to Walmart to pick up a few things. After about 20 minutes in the store I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. I couldn’t choose what type of cereal to buy for my children. As I stood in the isle staring at the sea of choices, I left my cart in the isle and walked out. I simply could not handle it. I felt so overwhelmed that I just had to get out of there. Even to this day, my husband and I are building a house and it finally came to a point where I said to the builder, “here is what I like, so just build us something based off of this”. Trying to pick a floor plan out of the millions of floor plans out there was just too much. 

     Dr. Lyengar gave an example of parents who had to choose whether their child who was brain dead should stay on life support or be taken off. She stated that the French parents who’s doctor made the decision for them were more retrospective and at peace with the decision; whereas, the American parents who actually made the choice lived with more regret and a lingering “what-if” that left them feeling tortured. This feeling of “what-if” can plague anyone for any choice that was made. In some ways, having our choices taken away would be better for us, but it’s our right to choose that makes us an American. 

Reference:
Transcript of "The art of choosing" (n.d.). Retrieved February 05, 2016, from http://www.ted.com/talks/sheena_iyengar_on_the_art_of_choosing/transcript?language=en

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